So, today might be the day that I get my tattoo on my back shoulder... I'm very nervous and excited at the same time. A lot of my nerves stem from not seeing the artist in person yet. I've communicated a TON through her managers and assistants, but I haven't seen her yet...And I really want to see what her mock-ups look like... This tattoo will be on my body for the rest of my life (obviously), and it is also very expensive... I'm risking a lot with this.
For example, my dad is so disappointed in me to the point where he just decided to cut me off financially (besides insurance and phone--the phone was a Christmas present). What scares me is that now I have to work two jobs, probably full-time with both hours combined, finish an online class AND start another semester in school, and somehow fit in recovery appointments into all of this... I am sad because I have been doing yoga at The Emily Program for almost a year now, but I may have to stop because of all of this chaos. I might sign up for the Friday AM yoga group, and then see how my work schedule works around/with it.
Speaking of work, I train for my new job all of next week...I get paid a lot for training ($9.15/hr--woohoo!), but I will still be working my other job at Pinstripes... Hmm...when to get work/studying done... ? Any suggestions from my followers? Let me know!
Since I'm so busy, this is all I feel that my anxiety can handle to write right now... sitting still doesn't sound very appealing at the moment.
Scared and excited,
Rachel
Sounds like a lot. When this happened to me I kept really organized with a planner, and I had to prioritize and let some things slide...there just wasn't enough time. But if you can, my advice would be to quit something.
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